Bella
so long seemed an eternity I stood at the window watching as they went in the car my daughter, my son and my grandson, I felt physically clearly as if I had torn a piece of heart.
knew that the separation was for the good of them, especially my little grandson who was so fragile, so human, but it still hurt to the extreme.
The road was lost thousands of trees, fog and rain standing there so cold, I bringing up old memories, like my life had been transformed into something that was so difficult to explain with words, now was not even human, but the way in which feelings are expressed in me, had grown to such an extent that he knew perfectly well that a human heart could not bear this pain.
The whole family had stayed still, no one dared to move even as if the immobility help handle the loss, no one spoke or breathed. Long after I did not know well when Edward approached me and hugged me from behind, I could almost feel his pain as something tangible, it most likely because it was the same size of mine. Turn
look at his face, thus, seek solace in those eyes, I always had to lose the world and in so much in them that nothing else mattered. But in his eyes also had an infinite sadness. Look then his lips, which were almost scared me, were not able to give comfort and struggling to be strong, find the tools within myself to be comforted me that my husband. This is for the sake of loved ones, I thought, so I banished from my mind all sadness, I asked Edward to go to our house to be alone.
While there, we missed each other and the hours passed without realizing it, almost surprised when we phoned to warn that Nessie had come to La Push, hearing his voice and know that I would be comforted us pretty well . Almost immediately asked Alice pictures of everything, was required to send daily emails with photos of Angel, and videos, we all laughed at his urgent but just as we wanted in any way we missed anything in the life of Angel, my beautiful grandson Edward's face. Still
after hanging up, the physical vacuum again to grab my heart, comfort did not reach me, despite trying to convince me by all means, that the separation was for the good of them in the back of my mind was the real reason of my distress.
Years ago, when making the decision to become a vampire, I knew this would mean leaving my loved ones, but I did firmly believe will be for eternity with the self that had me waking up feeling much bigger the simple love my conviction had not changed at all, yet still think of him as the force that kept me alive for eternity. But I never imagined I would have a daughter, and of course much less a grandson, now had them, loved them but had to get away from me, just me as a vampire. That hurt.
But there was something else, something that all the Cullen knew from the very moment when the wolf took the life of Jane, a war was raging, the greatest war that never existed in the immortal world.
The Volturi, the imposing Italian family, who had proclaimed the law among vampires, never would ignore the death of one of its members, although it had won to disobey and attack one of us, that's not they care, Alec would never leave without revenge the death of his sister, they would come to destroy us, and we should destroy them before they even knew the whereabouts of my daughter and my grandson.
again I could not bear the anguish he had lived to know that my daughter was in danger. Right now, knowing that Jane was dead, think just because your name into my chest and instinctively shudder show teeth in a threat. Full wrath of the vampire instinct came over me, remembering the call he had received while in the Amazon.
Jane's threat did not end with my sanity, thanks to which I immediately got up, save my daughter by myself if necessary, but even so I did not commit the same mistake of the past, when James I was blackmailed, had kidnapped fooling with my mom. Not act alone this time, I wanted you all there, all vampires who could help and sent the werewolves too.
But I was so worried, angry, desperate, I knew I was not going to say a word, just loud roaring out of my chest, Jane had shattered in my hands if I had been opposite, just imagine my little girl at the mercy of those creepy red eyes that were so unspeakable torture her made my whole being be filled with a rage unparalleled.
my Vampires about needed no explanation, my shield motivated by anger had spread dramatically and as ever, even as that time with the Volturi. I immediately turned away from my mind, that Edward could read my thoughts without me having to explain anything.
Hearing of impressive roar escaped his mouth, without waiting to say anything I threw myself into the sea, wanted to cross to the speed of light, I do not care that someone would know me and how I moved, the devil with discretion, I had to get where my daughter before Jane was able to put a finger on. Everyone else followed us immediately.
so long seemed an eternity I stood at the window watching as they went in the car my daughter, my son and my grandson, I felt physically clearly as if I had torn a piece of heart.
knew that the separation was for the good of them, especially my little grandson who was so fragile, so human, but it still hurt to the extreme.
The road was lost thousands of trees, fog and rain standing there so cold, I bringing up old memories, like my life had been transformed into something that was so difficult to explain with words, now was not even human, but the way in which feelings are expressed in me, had grown to such an extent that he knew perfectly well that a human heart could not bear this pain.
The whole family had stayed still, no one dared to move even as if the immobility help handle the loss, no one spoke or breathed. Long after I did not know well when Edward approached me and hugged me from behind, I could almost feel his pain as something tangible, it most likely because it was the same size of mine. Turn
look at his face, thus, seek solace in those eyes, I always had to lose the world and in so much in them that nothing else mattered. But in his eyes also had an infinite sadness. Look then his lips, which were almost scared me, were not able to give comfort and struggling to be strong, find the tools within myself to be comforted me that my husband. This is for the sake of loved ones, I thought, so I banished from my mind all sadness, I asked Edward to go to our house to be alone.
While there, we missed each other and the hours passed without realizing it, almost surprised when we phoned to warn that Nessie had come to La Push, hearing his voice and know that I would be comforted us pretty well . Almost immediately asked Alice pictures of everything, was required to send daily emails with photos of Angel, and videos, we all laughed at his urgent but just as we wanted in any way we missed anything in the life of Angel, my beautiful grandson Edward's face. Still
after hanging up, the physical vacuum again to grab my heart, comfort did not reach me, despite trying to convince me by all means, that the separation was for the good of them in the back of my mind was the real reason of my distress.
Years ago, when making the decision to become a vampire, I knew this would mean leaving my loved ones, but I did firmly believe will be for eternity with the self that had me waking up feeling much bigger the simple love my conviction had not changed at all, yet still think of him as the force that kept me alive for eternity. But I never imagined I would have a daughter, and of course much less a grandson, now had them, loved them but had to get away from me, just me as a vampire. That hurt.
But there was something else, something that all the Cullen knew from the very moment when the wolf took the life of Jane, a war was raging, the greatest war that never existed in the immortal world.
The Volturi, the imposing Italian family, who had proclaimed the law among vampires, never would ignore the death of one of its members, although it had won to disobey and attack one of us, that's not they care, Alec would never leave without revenge the death of his sister, they would come to destroy us, and we should destroy them before they even knew the whereabouts of my daughter and my grandson.
again I could not bear the anguish he had lived to know that my daughter was in danger. Right now, knowing that Jane was dead, think just because your name into my chest and instinctively shudder show teeth in a threat. Full wrath of the vampire instinct came over me, remembering the call he had received while in the Amazon.
Jane's threat did not end with my sanity, thanks to which I immediately got up, save my daughter by myself if necessary, but even so I did not commit the same mistake of the past, when James I was blackmailed, had kidnapped fooling with my mom. Not act alone this time, I wanted you all there, all vampires who could help and sent the werewolves too.
But I was so worried, angry, desperate, I knew I was not going to say a word, just loud roaring out of my chest, Jane had shattered in my hands if I had been opposite, just imagine my little girl at the mercy of those creepy red eyes that were so unspeakable torture her made my whole being be filled with a rage unparalleled.
my Vampires about needed no explanation, my shield motivated by anger had spread dramatically and as ever, even as that time with the Volturi. I immediately turned away from my mind, that Edward could read my thoughts without me having to explain anything.
Hearing of impressive roar escaped his mouth, without waiting to say anything I threw myself into the sea, wanted to cross to the speed of light, I do not care that someone would know me and how I moved, the devil with discretion, I had to get where my daughter before Jane was able to put a finger on. Everyone else followed us immediately.
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